[write, write, write] there! a post about anxiety.
….hm….nope, too vulnerable, can’t do it. [delete, delete, delete.]
…..[think…think…think…] !!!!!
[write, write, write!] there! a post about not feeling so alone!
…. except…no. not working. at all. [delete, delete, delete.]
….. [think…think] a ha! a new idea!
…. [writey-write-write-tappity-tap-tap…. delete, delete, delete.] all my ideas are terrible.
……hmmmm….what if….?
[writewriteEDITwrite!!] ok! a post about doing it for the process! perfect!
[review]…..meh….no….nope, nope, nope.
[delete, delete, delete, delete, DELETE!]
…..[think…… think….. THINK DAMMIT! THINK!….]
….nope. no thoughts.
sigh. why is this sometimes so easy, and sometimes so ridiculously hard?!